Thursday, May 8, 2008

Meninggalkan aku sendiri....

Cintaku berikan semua
Agar kau gembira sentiasa
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkanku sendiri
Jangan disimpan tiada rahsia
Katakan saja aku terima
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkanku sendiri
Chorus:
Waktu duka dulu kita lalui bersama
Bahagia bagaikan malam ditemani bintang terang
Hancur hati bila kau undurkan diri
Meninggalkan aku
Meninggalkan aku sendiri
Senyuman manis dibawa angin
Ku tunggu dikau terasa dingin
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkanku sendiri
Jangan disimpan tiada rahsia
Katakan saja aku terima
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkanku sendiri...
Chorus:
Waktu duka dulu kita lalui bersama
Bahagia bagaikan malam ditemani bintang terang
Hancur hati bila kau undurkan diri
Meninggalkan aku
Meninggalkan aku sendiri
Let's go... woo!
Lalalalalalalalalalalalala... [2x]
Chorus:
Waktu duka dulu kita lalui bersama
Bahagia bagaikan malam ditemani bintang terang
Hancur hati bila kau undurkan diri
Meninggalkan aku
Meninggalkan aku sendiri

I like this song really much..at the age of 24,its normal for anyone to have a bf@gf..so me!
Its a long story with bitter endings..For those who experienced bitter begining and sweet endings,you should be grateful..theres a song by Letto that says "Rasa kehilangan hanya akan ada, jika kau pernah merasa memilikinya"..At this particular moment, im reflecting myself. Since this is my very first post, i have to briefly write on my previous years..

A few years back when i was in one of the local Uni, i attached to a guy. Lets just name him as Blacky..haksss!!He is a tall,dark,broad shoulder and of average handsomeness..xla la ensem sgt..Well,ok ler tuh...I never dream of a perfect guy coz nobody is perfect..We went through 5 years relationship without any serious war..But everything was over when i finish my final year..
Funny me,i was damn sad for a few months. My officemate and also my all-time-best-buddy knew how bad my condition. Dont cry over man lahhh...!!Buat bazir tissue je..haha!Though it was a 5 years relationship,i would say that was my puppy-love.

In the middle of 2007, another man came to my life and i named him as Spiderman. We were in the same class during primary school. He is a good looking man with superb personality. Day after day, i start to like and love him. But i kept everything to myself coz i know who i am.. We were like 'langit dgn bumi' (sedar diri gak aku neyh..)..To my surprise, he verbally propose me to be his 'wife'.I was more than happy to hear that =)) So we moved to a serious relationship. It was a great start of 2008. After almost 4 months together, i could feel the togetherness and the bond between him and me..But somehow, i know theres still a concrete wall between us. And to the worst,i feel like im loosing him. So that song really tells it all..

Well,we never know whats in future for us rite?and im not afraid of any of it..the only thing that im afraid of is the judgement day. Masya'Allah...

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