Its about to rain outside,
but i dont have the sense to pick the clothes..so malas to move..
read my best buddy's blog bout 'saya semakin menyerupai ibu'.
im pretty sure that her mom is her idol.
so me, but in certain way i prefer to be differ than her.
throughout my life,i'd missed lots of things.
i'd missed to see my sisters' growing up processes.
from a girl to a woman.
i was sent to a boarding school,away from home for 5 years.
later to a matriculation college for a year.
finally to borneo island for my first degree programme that took 3 years.
that was almost 10 years away from them.
if i were in mum's shoes,i would have stop my daughter from being away.
i know thats an idiot idea of me.
but...
i have a reason for that.
i missed my good old days with my baby sisters.
yayah n adik are my gems,and they will always be.
i have a fresh memory with yayah on her early days of primary school.
we were walking home from school.
yayah was so thin n small to carry her bag pack.
please note that 'jadual anjal' was still not applied during those days.
that was juz too much for my tiny sister.
mom wasnt able to fetch us that day.
home was 20 min walking distance from school.
i offered to carry her bag.
ohhh yeahh....sooo heavy!!
with my bag on my back,and her bag on the right hand..
i almost fell off.
less than 5 minutes of walking,i couldnt stand it.
we sat by the road for a short rest.
a group of boys passed by.
some of them were carrying their bags on the front.
heyy..!!that was a brilliant idea..
then,my bag on my back n her back on the front.
it wasnt a burden anymore.
we could walk faster then.
but i was very sorry to have pull her to walk faster.huhu..
sorry yayah tp yuyus sgt syg yayah =)
i juz couldnt wait to reach home to play roller blades with my friends.
i was a normal kid that enjoy playing..hehe
another gem that had bring laughs n joys is adik.
she was born when i was in primary 1.
i didnt have the sense yet to change her diapers.
as said,i was more focus to play with my friends n neighbours.
so the most that i could do was to feed her with porridge.
haha.i could still picture how messy she got when i was d one that fed her.
with the porridge all over the place.
then a few years without so much memories till i graduated.
she was already in a boarding school.
having to experience the same journey as mine.
we are close and i often share with her juz about anything.
to repay what i'd missed,i tried my best to do just anything for her.
it may not be the best but yuyus syg sgt adik =)
now that im someone's fiancee.
but i promise you two that nothing will change.
gems will remain gems.
to my dearest fiancee (MSMZ).
i know you'll not read this since you do not know bout this blog.
but i hope you'll help me to keep this good sistership with my gems.
they had helped me alot along d journey.
and im so grateful that now i have another gems, that is you.
kite sgt syg org tuh =)
but i dont have the sense to pick the clothes..so malas to move..
read my best buddy's blog bout 'saya semakin menyerupai ibu'.
im pretty sure that her mom is her idol.
so me, but in certain way i prefer to be differ than her.
throughout my life,i'd missed lots of things.
i'd missed to see my sisters' growing up processes.
from a girl to a woman.
i was sent to a boarding school,away from home for 5 years.
later to a matriculation college for a year.
finally to borneo island for my first degree programme that took 3 years.
that was almost 10 years away from them.
if i were in mum's shoes,i would have stop my daughter from being away.
i know thats an idiot idea of me.
but...
i have a reason for that.
i missed my good old days with my baby sisters.
yayah n adik are my gems,and they will always be.
i have a fresh memory with yayah on her early days of primary school.
we were walking home from school.
yayah was so thin n small to carry her bag pack.
please note that 'jadual anjal' was still not applied during those days.
that was juz too much for my tiny sister.
mom wasnt able to fetch us that day.
home was 20 min walking distance from school.
i offered to carry her bag.
ohhh yeahh....sooo heavy!!
with my bag on my back,and her bag on the right hand..
i almost fell off.
less than 5 minutes of walking,i couldnt stand it.
we sat by the road for a short rest.
a group of boys passed by.
some of them were carrying their bags on the front.
heyy..!!that was a brilliant idea..
then,my bag on my back n her back on the front.
it wasnt a burden anymore.
we could walk faster then.
but i was very sorry to have pull her to walk faster.huhu..
sorry yayah tp yuyus sgt syg yayah =)
i juz couldnt wait to reach home to play roller blades with my friends.
i was a normal kid that enjoy playing..hehe
another gem that had bring laughs n joys is adik.
she was born when i was in primary 1.
i didnt have the sense yet to change her diapers.
as said,i was more focus to play with my friends n neighbours.
so the most that i could do was to feed her with porridge.
haha.i could still picture how messy she got when i was d one that fed her.
with the porridge all over the place.
then a few years without so much memories till i graduated.
she was already in a boarding school.
having to experience the same journey as mine.
we are close and i often share with her juz about anything.
to repay what i'd missed,i tried my best to do just anything for her.
it may not be the best but yuyus syg sgt adik =)
now that im someone's fiancee.
but i promise you two that nothing will change.
gems will remain gems.
to my dearest fiancee (MSMZ).
i know you'll not read this since you do not know bout this blog.
but i hope you'll help me to keep this good sistership with my gems.
they had helped me alot along d journey.
and im so grateful that now i have another gems, that is you.
kite sgt syg org tuh =)
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